Just Being in God's Presence

Today I was just sitting, contemplating, wondering; and then I remembered to say "I trust you, Jesus." My mother-in-law gifted me with a devotional book entitled Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. A few weeks ago, the last line of the daily devotion reminded me to cast my care and voice out loud that I place my trust in my Savior.  For so long that seemed like a "no brainer", of course I trust you Jesus!  But do I really? Really?  To put my trust in God is to go against the norm of the world's ways. The way of fixing, soothing, fretting -because it has become habit.  Making my mind up to purposefully trust Jesus is an everyday challenge.  Habits take dedication to create or replace. Sometimes I wish I could turn my brain off. Oh to be able to be completely silent in God's presence and only hear Him. It is available; excuse me won't you, while I go practice resting in the presence of our God.